2018 Mirror Image Edutainment, Alan John Mayer
Why we choose to celebrate the event when we lose our consciousness and have made the irreversible choice to fall down to earth to imprison our spirit in this restraining cage made of skeleton and skin,
I don’t know.
I imagine the purpose of my having made that decision is to learn in the most desirable way possible why it is I came.
I believe I came to serve God, that He may take me under His wing and do with me that which I need help with to provide the most service.
After working to establish it for over thirty-five years, after seven years of celibacy, (2018, eleven and a half years) I feel my home in heaven is secured. Not that celibacy makes me any more acceptable to God. It only means I do not have to deal with anybody else’s issues, anybody’s salvation, but my own. I am free to be me.
I wish I could no longer care about the salvation of others, in particular my mother, who like my landlady friend Barbara, refuses to be saved. Mention Jesus and she leaves the room, as her daughter walks out when my name is mentioned.
To steal a quip from Mummy’s lip “Was sind das fuer Menschen?” “What kind of people are these?”
I need help finding a home here on the planet, in my country, the U.S. of A. Thank you to all the kind spirits who have helped me, as I tread this path, in particular, my friends Doris and Steve.